Forget the risk, take the fall. If its what you want, its all worth it.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Heading back to msia for the wake in another 18hrs.
Need to go out early in the morning, but yet i canot sleep.
& i get moody easily recently.

Online, but i dunno what to do.
Hungry, but i dunno what to eat.

My mind is still in a blank.
Thou you might see me smiling, laughing.. but if not, what can i do?
I've no idea why Grandpa's death hit me so strong.
Sigh..

But still, i wanna thanks my lovelies for being here with me..
This is what i call, 患难见真情.
Thanks alot people <3.

Yours Truly, @ 2:18 AM

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I just wish i can stop crying..

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Heading back to msia on thurs evening.
My last time to see Grandpa..
:(

Yours Truly, @ 1:05 AM

Monday, March 22, 2010

Grandpa just left us on 22nd March 2010, 4pm.
Gotten a call from my cousin.
Will be going back msia soon..
I dont wan go back for this reason, i dun wan to.
Why? Why? Why?
Sigh..

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Grandpa,
You will always be in our heart.
I'll always rmb you..
Take care of yourself over another side okay?
Iloveyou..

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My mind is in a blank. Total blank..

Yours Truly, @ 4:36 PM


Dearest Grandpa,

Thou we might not be close.
Thou you & me are living in diff countries..
Thou i dont get to see you much..
But i still love you dearly.

Upon hearing what's gonna to happen to you, my heart sank.
I dont wish to see that to happen..
You must be strong okay? Promise me okay?
I believe in you..
Dont leave us okay?

Sigh.
My mind is in a blank.. I dunno what to say.. What to do..
I need someone to talk to, but who?

Shall pray hard for Grandpa.
Hope that all those nightmares wont happen..

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Grandpa, iloveyou..

Yours Truly, @ 1:13 PM

Friday, March 19, 2010

Okay, i've left this blog to rot for quite sometime.
Shall do a lil update for now. Heh..

March, a busy month for me. Loads & loads of events.
9th, company's staff conference @ Suntec convention hall.
Have to reach by 7am.. Den back to work after that..
11th to 14th, IT show.. Madness okay. Everywhere is crowded.
P/s, this is the 1st time im ever busy in a show. HAHAHA!
17th, company's dinner&dance. Had a blast! Everything is thumbs up. :)

Been doing overtime, overtime non-stop..
Need to arrange to meetup with my girls, been very long since i meet them :/

Oh ya, went for lunch break with ba zhang yesterday..
Saw a CK watch which is damn pretty!
Gonna get it with my next pay! :)

PRETTYYYYY? hahahaha.

I've tons of things to get..
& im deciding where to go for holiday. Taiwan or Hongkong?
Wanted BKK, but Mummy said... Nononono, way too dangerous.
Hmmmmm.. Shall think again..

Gotta go play games, update soon! I promise :D
Byebye! :)

Yours Truly, @ 10:39 PM